Sunday, February 15, 2015

February 15, 2015 - Last Sunday of Epiphany


In the name of God- Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen.
            Have you ever had an experience of the Divine? A moment where you were aware of God’s presence as certain as you were of your own existence? Today’s Gospel passage from Mark records one such Divine encounter, known as the Transfiguration, though, I’ve yet to meet anyone whose experience has been quite that robust. Perhaps you’ve had such an experience through prayer. Though, in full disclosure, prayer has not yet led to such a Divine rendezvous for me. It’s important to notice that these encounters with God in Scripture never come about as the result of any incantation or as the result of human action. Abraham wasn’t expecting a child in his old age, Moses did not expect to find a burning bush, Mary did not plan her pregnancy, and Paul did not deserve to meet the risen Jesus on the road to Damascus.
            I have had a few experiences of the Divine- at my ordination to the priesthood I could feel the Holy Spirit’s presence as palpably as any other sense, and when I first held Ellie just seconds after she was born, I knew that what I was encountering was a holy miracle. At least, those are two of the times that I’ve been aware of a Divine encounter, but there have likely been thousands of others that I simply haven’t noticed. One of my favorite lines of poetry comes from Elizabeth Barrett Browning, who wrote “Earth’s crammed with heaven, / and every common bush afire with God, / but only he who sees takes off his shoes; / the rest sit round and pluck blackberries.”
I’m currently reading a wonderful book called An Altar in the World, written by the Episcopal priest Barbara Brown Taylor. In it, she writes of the ways in which we might encounter the Divine, if we only take the time to take off our shoes and notice what surrounds us. She writes, “We let life be a blur with the speedometer, watch, smartphone, and to-do list which feed the illusion that life is manageable.” She then notes that most of us live as if we could be gods- able to accomplish anything if we were given the ability to do more things faster. She invites her readers to slow down, realize that they are not gods, nor are they called to be, and worship at the many and various altars that are in our world.
            When I asked “have you had an experience of the Divine?” did something come to mind? If so, spend some time reflecting upon that experience. What were you doing? What emotions did that experience evoke? What did you do as a result of that encounter? And if you can’t recall an experience that you would classify as an “experience of God” then you might ponder the questions “could I have had such an experience but didn’t pay attention,” “am I eating blackberries in front of burning bushes without noticing,” “is my life too loud and fast to be able to hear the still small voice of God”?
            As a way of considering how an encounter with God might be experienced, I’d like to consider a phrase from a class work in theology, The Idea of the Holy by Rudolf Otto. In this work, he uses a Latin phrase to describe the Divine- mysterium tremendum et fascinans, which means “the awesome and fascinating mystery.”
            As we see in today’s reading, an encounter with God is a mystery. One theologian has said that God will always be a mystery to us because “God is very, very big, and we are oh so very, very small.” The text from Mark says of Peter at this Divine encounter that “He did not know what to say.” There was a saying in the early Church, which still applies today- “if you think you have God figured out, then what you have figured out is not God.”
            Because God is a mystery, we need time to reflect upon our encounters with God. Peter had no idea how to respond, and he didn’t take any time to consider what happened to him before he blurted out “uh, Jesus, this is wonderful, I think we need to build some sort of chapel to encapsulate this experience.” But as we all know, you cannot encapsulate God any more than you can capture sunshine in a jar. Given the mysteriousness of God, events such as the Transfiguration are blessings to behold. We cannot rise to understand God on God’s terms, so God comes to us on ours in the person of Jesus. Christianity, therefore, is a revealed religion- meaning that it something that comes from God, not something conceived of by humanity.
            No sunset, however beautiful, will equal the glory of God in Christ; no solitary walk in the woods will get you to the know the joys of Easter. For the past six weeks we have been in the Season after Epiphany, the season of the Church Year in which we consider the epiphanies, the appearances, of God in our world. Unfortunately, Christianity is not always practiced a revealed religion.
            There was an article in the Los Angeles Times last month about a 2013 Duke study that concluded that children raised in a secular household instead of a religious one were less susceptible to racism and peer-pressure, and children raised without a religious upbringing are less vengeful, less nationalistic, less militaristic, less authoritarian, while being more discerning and  more tolerant. Obviously, I’m not planning to use that article in advertising our Sunday School programs. But the question that was on my mind after reading this was “what sort of religion leads to this?”
            And the answer is not a religion that is revealed by a loving and compassionate God who cares about justice and peace. But a religion built around sermons that are full of self-help or Prosperity Gospel themes will lead to those findings. A religion that doesn’t call us to care for the poor, be stewards of the earth, or practice humility will likely be more harmful than no religion at all. The ethics and worldview of Christianity found in many American churches today would not be recognizable to those who saw Jesus transfigured on that mountaintop. We seem to be better at defining religion than practicing it.
            But, in general, we’re not all that comfortable with mystery. When I was in Washington, sometimes it felt like half of the congregation worked for think-tanks whose charge was to solve the world’s problems. With Google, it seems that there is no question that can’t be answered with a smartphone and 15 seconds of spare time. We have insurance policies which protect from the unexpected and have contingency plans for everything. And I’m not saying that being prepared is a bad thing- but when was the last time we allowed ourselves to be surprised? One of the things I so enjoy about being the father of a two-year old is watching the way Ellie can see wonder that I cannot. She can be surprised by a light turning off when you flip the switch and entertained with nothing but her imagination. Children know how to encounter the Divine because they know how to embrace mystery instead of trying to explain it. Perhaps that is why Jesus said “you will never enter the Kingdom unless you become like a child.” God is a mystery to embrace, not a problem to solve. And when we allow ourselves to be surprised, we just might see that every bush is afire with God.
            Next, Otto says that God is “awesome,” that is awe or fear inspiring. In Scripture, often when God speaks on the mountaintop, people experience an earthquake. An experience of God shakes our foundations. Mark records that those with Jesus were “terrified” at this experience. When we encounter God, we are overcome with the grandeur and majesty of the aforementioned mystery. A true encounter with God is humbling, reminding us of our place in the universe, namely that God is God and we are not. It has been said that if you have an experience of God and nothing changes, then it wasn’t really an experience of God. Part of what it means to meet God is being transformed. Those on the mountaintop saw a light brighter and whiter than anything that could be conceived. Knowing that such a pure light exists, how could they not have seen the world differently?
            And lastly, Otto says, God is fascinating. St. Augustine said “Our hearts are restless, O God, until they rest in thee.” While biologists will tell you that humans have a few basic needs: food, shelter, clothing, therapists will add acceptance to that list. No matter how rugged the individual, we are social creatures who have an innate need for love. We’ve gotten to be pretty good at building thick skins that protect us from the evils of the world, but we all know that true joy is found not through conquest, wealth, or fame, but through being known and loved.
Though John 3:16 is often misused to exclude people who are not seen as being “one of us,” I think what has so drawn us to quoting that verse more than any other is the fact that it begins with “God so loves the world.” God fascinates us and draws us closer through experiences of the Divine because in God, we find the Bread of Life which nourishes our souls.
            An experience of God is a mystery, awe-inspiring, and enticing. In the Celtic tradition, they often speak of thin places; places where the door between heaven and earth is cracked open. If we are able to slow down, pay attention, and summon up enough courage, we can walk through that door into the light of God. That is what the Transfiguration is about, encountering the Divine on earth as it is in heaven.
            Where will you find God today? When you see the bush aflame, can you make the time to take off your shoes and stay a while, or will you need to hurry past and get back to that appointment? When Luis León was here to preach at the Celebration of New Ministry, he gave me some advice in the sermon. He told me to “Take time for reflection, because no one is going to give you that time unless you take it.” That’s good advice, not just for me, but for all of us. The holy season of Lent begins on Wednesday, and this might be a good Lenten practice- spend time looking for the bushes that are afire with God. Reflect on them, and let them transform you.
            There is a prayer form that I’m experimenting with right now called the Ignatian Examen, and I commend it to you. It is a simple, five step process: 1) Breathe deeply and ask for God’s presence; 2) Review the day with gratitude; 3) Pay attention to your emotions; 4) Choose one aspect of your examination of the day, and pray with it; and 5) look forward to tomorrow. It takes just a few moments to do, but it helps us to see those bushes that are afire with God, allowing us to go deeper in the mystery of God, being transformed by our encounters with God.
            Let us pray- O God, make us ever mindful of your abiding presence with and around us. May these Divine encounters deepen our faith, inspire us to action, and move us to the joy of knowing that we are deeply loved by you. We ask this in the name of Jesus Christ, who is the epiphany of your grace and peace among us. Amen.