Almighty God may you guide us to seek the truth- come whence it may, cost
what it will, lead where it might. Amen.
This morning our focus
will be on our reading from the Acts of the Apostles, specifically the
conversion of Saul, the persecutor of Jesus’ followers, to St. Paul, arguably
the greatest of all the messengers of the Gospel. In the chapter just before
this one today, Saul oversaw the stoning death of St. Stephen. And as our text
today begins, we read that he was “still breathing threats and murder against
the disciples of the Lord.” On his way to Damascus, he encountered the
Resurrected Jesus and things were never the same for him, or the world, again.
After seeing Jesus, scales covered his eyes until he was baptized a few days
later.
And I would suggest Saul
was blind before those scales covered his eyes. He was blind to the Truth of
the Gospel. He was blind to the grace of God moving around Palestine. He was
blind to the new thing that God was doing. He was a devout Jew and zealous
defender of the faith. The disciples were seen as enemies of both Rome and the
Temple, as they were followers of Jesus, whom had been put to death in order to
silence his message. But it seemed that killing him did not work. There were
reports that he was risen, and there was new vigor among his followers. Saul
was so convinced of what he believed about the world, that he was blind that
what was happening before his very eyes. And so this morning, I want to raise
the question of our own blindness.
I recently attended a lecture called “Preaching
Without Apology.” One thing that was discussed was the need for preachers to
get out of the way of the Gospel in sermons and instead let the truth of the
text speak for itself. There is no need to explain the Gospel and assume that
it is too obtuse to understand. And there is no need to give the Gospel a more
pastoral and comfortable tone, as that is a betrayal of the text. As
Christians, we really need to have a dialogue about the future of the Church
and our own discipleship. And it’s not an easy conversation, nor should it be.
To be honest, I have some trepidation about preaching this sermon because I
don’t know how it will be heard, but I know that it needs to be heard. I take
seriously that opening prayer, asking God to lead us to truth, come whence it
may, cost what it will, and lead where it might. The 17th century
preacher, Lancelot Andrewes, once said “I don’t preach what people want to
hear, I preach what, on the day of judgment, they will wish they would have
heard.”
Look around and you’ll
see we have a problem. There are stories in every journal and news outlet about
the rising tide of atheism and indifference towards religion. And statistics
back up what we all, in our gut, know is happening. Older generations are
hanging onto their faith, though often for unknown reasons. And younger
generations are staying away. I’m 29 years old, and there are only a few people
in this congregation that are within a decade of my age in either direction.
Our budget is tight ever year, and more parishioners are buried from this
church than are baptized. And we’re in the Bible-belt. In the Pacific Northwest
and the Northeast regions of this country, churches are becoming museums.
And it’s a problem for
which we have no one to blame but ourselves. Christianity simply isn’t worth
living or dying for in most of the instances where we find it. We have so
perverted and betrayed the Gospel that we have soured the experience of
discipleship. Much of the shallow and apathetic faith we find today is akin to desecrating
the graves of the martyrs, who died for the greater Church. I’ll let you
decided to what extent this does, or does not, apply to you personally.
Stanley Hauerwas has remarked that atheism is not the
greatest enemy of Christianity, rather sentimentality is. Our greatest enemy is
within; it is complacent, passive membership as the norm instead of radical
discipleship. CS Lewis, writing as a demon in The Screwtape Letters, says “it will be an ill day for us demons if
what most humans mean by ‘religion’ ever vanishes from the Earth. The fine
flower of unholiness can grow only in the close neighbourhood of the Holy.
Nowhere do we tempt so successfully as on the very steps of the altar.” And it
happens on both sides.
Evangelical or
fundamentalist Christianity is a problem. The belief that the world was created
4,000 years ago in a literal seven days is simply idiotic. And I’m not going to
apologize for it any longer. It makes absolutely no theological or rational
sense. The Body of Christ is not called to be a homophobic, war-crazed, weapon-toting,
people who claim that they are somehow saved while others are destined to hell.
It’s simply wrong at best, and the work of the anti-Christ at worst.
But Evangelical
Christianity is simply the other side of the same coin of Liberal Christianity,
which is just as worthless. Liberal or progressive Christianity has legs
comparable to a wet noodle. We have fallen captive to the idols of hospitality,
and finding “the” historical Jesus, so that we can tame Jesus to suit our own
needs and desires. Liberal Christianity spends too much time apologizing for
the Gospel instead of proclaiming it. The Gospel has been diluted and betrayed
in the name of not offending people. Jesus did not die on a cross so that we
could say “Jesus is Lord, but that’s just my opinion.”
Both liberal and
conservative Christianity have forgotten that God created us and not the other
way around. On both sides, we claim to know the mind of God, we make judgments
in the name of God, and we ostracize those who do not agree with us. The Gospel
has been co-opted for the agendas of the right and the left. The Gospel needs
no defense, it doesn’t need to be made more palatable, nor does it need to be
sharpened. The Gospel needs no explanation, and it doesn’t need to worry about
aligning with our political views. The
Gospel is its own interpretation and its own politic. And it loses its edge
when we domesticate it to our purposes or interpretations.
The Gospel is a matter of life and death, but do we
treat it as such? Bishop Curry recently remarked that it would be better to
have an incompetent airline pilot than an incompetent preacher, because the
pilot can only take down a plane of a few hundred people; but a preacher can, often
unknowingly, chip away at the Kingdom of God for years. The Gospel is about
peace, justice, mercy, and Resurrection, and if our world doesn’t have more of
that, we will know more death. The Gospel is about the life of the world, and
so when we lessen its impact, we indeed are talking about matters of life and
death.
Once Saul encounters the
risen Jesus, he goes to Damascus and is baptized by Ananias. His baptism
completed his transformation from Saul to St. Paul. He went from being a
persecutor to one of the persecuted. St. Paul endured much on account of his
baptism- in his own words, he writes that “Five times I have received lashes, three
times I was beaten with rods. Once I received a stoning. Three times I was
shipwrecked; for a night and a day I was adrift at sea; and many a sleepless
night, hungry and thirsty, often without food, cold and naked.”
But St. Paul would go on
to write that “Therefore we have been buried with Jesus by baptism into death,
so that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, so
we too might walk in newness of life. For if we have been united with him in a
death like his, we will certainly be united with him in a resurrection like
his.” His baptism allowed him to endure all that he did, and he did it gladly
for the sake of the Gospel.
Consider what the
Sacrament of Baptism looks like in most churches. We fill the church with
people who have no idea what the discipleship is about because they aren’t
living it. And we baptize babies for people whom we know that we’ll never see
again. We placate ourselves by saying “well, we’re sowing the seeds of faith.”
That’s lazy and irresponsible. Jesus doesn’t tell us to “sow seeds of faith,”
he says “make disciples.” And so people stand up front and make empty promises,
all while wearing the cutest little outfits that they can find. And then after
the service we stand up front and smile for the pictures and then enjoy a nice
brunch afterwards.
Baptism is serious
business; it is, quite literally, about life and death. Baptism is preparing us
to be martyrs, which we are all called to be. Let us remember that Jesus makes
it quite clear that “all who wish to follow me should deny themselves and take
up their cross.” As Dietrich Bohoeffer put it, “when Christ calls us, he bids
us come and die.”
When we baptize a child, the mother and father smile
and are filled with joy, which isn’t a bad response to start with, but it
should go deeper. Their stomachs should also be churning; they should be scared
to death for their child who is taking on the death of Christ in Baptism. They
are being prepared to become a martyr for the Kingdom of God. The way a parent
sees off their child when they are shipped off to war should evoke a similar
feeling to when our children are baptized. Baptism should, quite literally, put
the fear of God in us and scare us to death. Our baptismal gowns are meant to
be our burial shrouds. St. Paul understood this, as evidenced by his many
sufferings. But, just as we’ve made the Gospel a comfortable message that
allows us to keep living the life we choose, we have done the same to Baptism.
And for these reasons,
Christianity is in decline, because it simply isn’t worth it. On the religious
right, a rather weak straw man has been created for the secularists to poke fun
at. Look at those idiots, they don’t believe in dinosaurs, or global warming.
Or they support war and follow the Prince of Peace. That Gospel doesn’t hold
any water. That Gospel isn’t worth dying for. And on the religious left, faith
has become trivial. Faith has become what feels right, what feels good. We
embrace inclusivity at the cost of losing our identity. And we become
hypocrites who say the Creed while crossing our fingers. That sort of faith is
lighter than a feather. That Gospel isn’t worth dying for either.
Bonhoeffer writes about
cheap grace and costly grace in his work, The
Cost of Discipleship. He writes “cheap grace is preaching forgiveness
without repentance, baptism without church discipline, communion without
confession, grace without discipleship, grace without the cross, grace without
Jesus Christ.” And he contrasts this to costly grace saying that “it is costly
grace because it costs us our lives, but grace because it gives us the only
true life.” It makes no sense to pay for the worthlessness of cheap grace which
is too often found filling our churches, and it is not surprising that so few
are willing to pay the radical and high price of costly grace. But perhaps that
is because so few people know the true value of costly grace. Not everyone has
had such a tangible experience the power of the risen Lord as St. Paul did.
And if Christianity and
discipleship, as it is most often understood and lived out, isn’t worth dying
for, then it certainly isn’t worth living for. Martyrdom makes us
uncomfortable, doesn’t it? I know it does me. But do we really practice a faith
that is worth dying for? For too many Christians, the answer is “no.” And so it
is no surprise that Christians don’t actually live their faith either, because
why should we bother dedicating our entire life to something for which we are
unwilling to die?
And this is where the
Resurrection comes in. The Resurrection of Jesus Christ is the central tenet of
Christianity, and the most often misunderstood. Jesus did not die and raise
from the dead to give us eternal life, but that is how we often understand the
Resurrection. And if we stop and think about it, it’s a rather narcissistic and
masochistic view. It puts us at the center of the Gospel instead of God. And it
assumes that God needed some sort of bloody sacrifice to satisfy the divine
cause of justice. If God wanted us to be immortal, God could simply have it be
that way. But Resurrection is not about the immortality of our souls. Instead,
the Resurrection gives us the power and courage to stare at the face of death,
and not blink. The Resurrection allows us to be martyrs without fear. A poet
once said, “I will die, but that is all I will do for death.” The Resurrection
enables this.
Now remember, the Gospel
can stand on its own. We don’t need to explain the Resurrection. What matters
is that Christ is risen, period, full stop. And so when we die, either
literally or metaphorically, as we seek to build the Kingdom of God on earth as
it is in heaven, we can have faith and confidence that death will not be the
end of us. Through our Baptism into the life, death, Resurrection, and
Ascension of Jesus, we are given boldness and grace to stare into the face of
death and laugh, asking “is that all you’ve got?”
And this Gospel, the
Gospel of defying death, of seeking to further the reign of God through peace,
reconciliation, love, justice, and mercy is worth something. And that, my
brothers and sisters, is worth dying for, and it is worth living for. The
Gospel of the Resurrection of Jesus is worth our life and our death.
Please don’t
misunderstand me to be saying that Christendom would be fixed if we could just
be more orthodox in thought, because that is not at all what I’m saying. In her
book, Christianity Without Religion,
Diana Butler Bass writes of the importance and transformation afforded us
through orthopraxy; that is, actually practicing our discipleship. The early
disciples indeed knew the Gospel, that was not the issue, but living it was.
And many of them understood this Gospel because tradition tells us that all of
the twelve were killed for their actions of faith.
Bass suggests that we
ask ourselves not “what do we believe,” but “how do we believe?” She reminds us
the origins of the English word “believe” are found in the word “belove.” What
you love, you believe. Thought and intellectual assent doesn’t matter as much. Again,
CS Lewis writing as a demon says “let them do anything but act. No amount of
piety in their imaginations or affections will harm us if we can keep it out of
their wills.” Faith is a matter of the heart and the will, of the hands and the
feet, and less about the brain. What you believe doesn’t matter nearly as much
as how you believe. Don’t worry about what you believe about the Resurrection,
but focus on how you believe it.
What I am suggesting is
more than simply reclaiming the middle ground of the Anglican via media somewhere between the
religious left and right. I am not suggesting that if fool ourselves into
believing the literal words of the Creed that all will be made right. But we
must give up the idol of fully understanding the Gospel. Instead, the Gospel is
about beloving that Christ is risen, and our response to that miraculous
happening. We must decide if the Gospel and the Resurrection of Jesus is a nice
little story, or is it something to live, and die, for.
For Saul, it took a
radical conversion. Even Ananias struggled with it, as he couldn’t believe that
the evil Saul was the vehicle of God’s grace. To live the Gospel, we must be
willing to be surprised by God, just as Paul and Ananias were. As Hauerwas
notes, “the Resurrection is the reconfiguration of all we know, have known, and
will know.” Paul, who at first was blind to the Truth of the Gospel, became
instead blind to the niceties, practicalities, and comforts of the world in
favor of focusing on the Gospel. Paul and Ananias were given the grace to see
the new thing that God was doing, and we pray that we might have grace to do
the same. I know that this is a tough task, but certainly it is one worthy of
dying for, and therefore, worth giving our life to.
This is the message of
Easter. Easter is not about proving the literal Resurrection of Jesus, or
explaining it in such a way that our modern minds can accept it metaphorically.
Easter is the event that needs no explanation and no apology. Easter shouts in
the face of death that the Lord is risen indeed! This Gospel gives us something
to live, and die for, in the pursuit of God’s continually coming Kingdom. Our
Baptisms have empowered us for our martyrdom in the following Jesus as disciples,
that we might not be blind to the grace of God all around us. Let our battle
cry be loud and strong this day, and every day. Alleluia, Christ is risen!